I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service. And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God. Romans 12:1-2 KJV https://bible.com/bible/1/rom.12.1-2.KJV
We are supposed to give our lives to the Lord as our sacrifice for Him. Seek Him as your Savior while there is time.