Every day I need Him. Every night I need Him. Regardless of the circumstances, good or bad, He lives in my heart so He is with me wherever I am. Seek Him for yourself because there are many stories of people who have had “near death experiences” some were even clinically dead for more than ten minutes and they saw Him and experienced Heaven before coming back. Eternity is real so make sure that you will have a place there.
The way that Heaven is described by those who were allowed to see it and describe it in the Bible makes our life and the Earth that we call home seem to be just a shadow of what we will see in eternity. People who have been clinically dead and have come back describe a place where a feeling of love infuses everything with the Light of LIfe. The trees and the grass, the flowers and the people who are there, whether they are angels or loved ones who have gone ahead of us, have His Light shining through them. As John wrote in the book of Revelation, “there is no need for the sun or the moon because He is the Light of Life“.
As Jesus said, “I am the Light of the world.” God’s love is more physical in His presence and you can feel it like you feel the sun on your skin, but even more substantial than that. When God shows you a vision, whether it is after you “die” for a time or in a dream, you can see colors that you can’t see here on Earth, and even they are infused with His light. God does love each of us more deeply than we can possibly know, but it bothers Him because we don’t see His love or experience it here. That is why most of us try to fill that void in our being with other “things,” all of which do not satisfy the longing that we feel.
Jesus showed the love of God to the whole world while He was teaching and healing during His time with the disciples. Almost every time He healed someone, it made the priests angry because He was doing it on the Sabbath or in proximity to the Temple. Sometimes they would find Him with sinners and tax collectors and that’s when He told them that “those who are sick need a physician not those who are well“.
It surprises me sometimes that I think of doing something completely out of character for me. It actually scares me when this happens because many times it is an action against someone I love and I don’t ever want to hurt my son or my wife or even my pets! But when this thought or feeling comes into my mind it is really scary. Why did it come into my mind? Would I actually do something like this?
When you read a book that has a group of people who are trying to do something fantastic, it seems there is always at least one character that just needs a little push or nudge in the wrong direction to cause a catastrophic failure that will take someone’s life. That is the problem with our “sin nature”. Each of us is only one nudge away from snapping and becoming some truly evil person.
Could a Christian do something like this? Satan will plant the thoughts in your mind but if you are mature in your faith you will recognize it and your Spirit will help you to resist it. On the other hand, people who are not saved or just think they are saved don’t have the Holy Spirit living inside to help us stop those thoughts. They may have a conscience that is telling them it is wrong but they don’t have a helper to give them the strength to truly resist that impulse.
I once thought that I could make it without the Holy Spirit and I tried, but it didn’t work because I could not control myself and my thoughts and actions without the Holy Spirit. Many people think that their conscience is the Holy Spirit and it isn’t because you can just push it away. Pride and covetousness will cause you to think that you are able to do things that you can’t do. You will want something or you crave more money to get something and this happens to Christians too.
You need to study about Jesus and seek Him to be your Savior and Lord. His ways and His teachings are the only way to become better than you were because of the Holy Spirit coming into your heart and changing your nature. The sin nature is still there but it is deactivated and the longer you study the Bible, the more strength you will get from God’s Word. I thought, before I truly gave my heart to Jesus, that I could never read the Bible because I couldn’t make sense of it. You have to have the Holy Spirit living inside you so you can make sense of it and get the wisdom you need from it.
Don’t push the prompting of the Holy Spirit away when you feel it. You might never feel it again and it would be sad that you missed becoming a Christian because you felt that you weren’t ready yet. You don’t get ready, Jesus knows when you are ready and He touches your heart to bring you to Himself.
In our life, God sends us in all kinds of different directions. Some of us go into politics, some are pastors or teachers and some are emergency workers. Issues arise when we want to know “why” this turned out this way. God knows the why but He is not disposed to let us know. Occasionally our prayers may be answered with a reason for our situation but God doesn’t usually tell us.
Why? Because He doesn’t have to tell us. I know it’s frustrating but God doesn’t owe us an explanation. He loves us and will lead us down certain pathways if we follow Him. But…He is not required to tell us why we are going this way. In my younger days, I thought I was following Him but I was going my own way. At the time I had not given my heart to Him. I had been “Baptized” but it was just a show. I thought it was real but it was all in my mind.
I didn’t know that we could convince ourselves of being called by God until much later in my life. It’s a scary thought that we can do this because some people could go to hell convinced in their mind that they are saved. Since I finally gave my heart to Him and even became a pastor back in 2011, I have met a few people who are so convinced of their “salvation” but they are living a life that doesn’t have the fruit that Jesus said a Christian would have. I know that isn’t proof of their salvation or whether they are even saved because only God knows the true condition of their heart.
I pray that every person who reads this will search their heart and the Bible to make sure of their condition. Why? Because of the time that we are living in. We are in the days directly before the beginning of the book of Revelation. So many things are lining up with prophecies and the coming of Jesus in the clouds could happen soon. When is a good question but the Bible tells us not to speculate about a “date and hour”. That has been done before and none of them were right.