Matthew 18:12 KJV
[12] How think ye? if a man have an hundred sheep, and one of them be gone astray, doth he not leave the ninety and nine, and goeth into the mountains, and seeketh that which is gone astray?
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He is the Good Shepherd and He does seek us when we have gone astray. We’re all human and we do get off of the pathway at times, but Jesus knows where we are and He seeks us so that we can continue our relationship with Him. Why would He do this for a sinner like me? Because He died and rose again to give us life, real LIFE!
God wants to have a relationship with us, each of us, but many of us refuse because we want to live our lives a certain way or we have too much “stuff” we want to do and being a Christian would get in the way. In some countries it would even be dangerous, although there are many who brave those dangers just to be a Christian. God protects His own and He knows the persecution that each of us faces every day.
If you feel the touch of the Holy Spirit and His call on your life, don’t turn away from it. For some people that call might be the last time you feel God’s call on your life. What I mean by this is that we aren’t promised tomorrow and your time may be up soon. An accident or a sudden health issue like an aggressive cancer or any number of other things that can take your life in a day or a week. Seek to know Jesus as your Savior. Read the Bible and attend a Bible teaching church once you have given your heart to Jesus so you can learn more about being His disciple. We are living near the end of the Church age so I urge you to seek Him as soon as you can.