So many days I have felt this way and it’s hard to explain why other than to say that its because of Jesus and the salvation that He gives us. I can’t imagine living day to day without Him. I know that I did before I accepted Him as my Savior, but I don’t remember how I did it without being depressed all of the time.
God loves us. He doesn’t love our sinful ways that we live in before we feel the conviction to give our life to Jesus. I do know that during my high school years I was depressed much of the time. That’s probably why I drank so much, but I’m not going down that rabbit hole. I finally got out of that situation and became a better person to myself, but it took a while.
Seek to know Jesus as your Savior. Read the books of John and Romans and pray that He will call you to be His.
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