God wants me to do what?

But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil. Luke 6:35 KJV https://bible.com/bible/1/luk.6.35.KJV

Love those who are not following Jesus. Love those who are against you in any way. Jesus loved even those who nailed Him to the cross. Do likewise.