I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me. Galatians 2:20 KJV https://bible.com/bible/1/gal.2.20.KJV
If you’ve never believed in Jesus for your salvation, I urge you to reconsider your eternity. One day soon, the Lord will come for those who belong to Him and if you are not part of that number, you will regret it.